Tuesday, May 24, 2016

The Stages With Mathis

by E.A. Radke

What to say of his controlled reach? An instrument that would rise alongside the voices of R&B, Doo-Wop, Rock and Roll, and a Gospel sect conversion into Soul. The male register was lifting in the fifties and John Royce was taking an operatic range and controlled vibrato obtained and exchanged for house chores where no crooner of the day dared. Popular male singers content to lay at a far lower and less expressive range just right for Ike status quo. Under the guidance  of impresario Mitch Miller, Johnny Mathis would tear gracefully and ascend vocally from the tether known to his supposed genre and gender. 

 After he had his way with the Christmas album, everyone that followed was merely cashing in. My ears were young, and though I’d be off on countless, future occasion on this point I stood  correct at four feet and rising.  He came to my attention first, like many in childhood by way of the Merry Christmas album. Awed out horse drawn in a jingle fitted siren transport, cutting through a wonderland of white and back with a voice thicker than the fog, and warmer than the brandy or hearth side later past  the silver bells and ivy-snaked railings, you’d curl back down beside the pop, pop, pop and glow of flames. Pegging Lite-Brite configurations in the darkened parlor lit only by the decked out artificial fir that waited for its month or so of glory. Exhumed from the dormant in the closet under the stairs, packed in the desiccant of mothballs and cold concrete. The tree was erected religiously just prior to the Boston Globe Christmas party organized by my father. Come the twelfth of December, the Chairman reigned with hierarchy of our household. Perhaps Sinatra’s voice was one of a tiny handful of points on which this embittered couple agreed. For my brother, the significance of Mathis is contained completely in that recording jacketed with Johnny on the cover. His poles clutched in his left, skis in his right for the moment instead of a hat and gloves. John’s holiday offerings were but a small portion of his legend.

Mathis now the upstart and Sinatra for a younger generation would make the charts of the late fifties his primary address. The first of its kind, Greatest Hits unveiled in 1957 ( of which maybe one song showed up as an outtake on some previous album) would take up a 490 week residence in the Billboard Album Chart a feat matched and bested once by  Floyd’s Dark Side. A collection so stellar, so Wonderful, Wonderful, filled with Chances Are, It’s Not For me To Say, When Sunny Gets Blue (mum’s favorite), When I Am With You, When I Look At You, a windy wild aural reward tapped out on some Twelfth Of Never. Festooned with a Neptune Wooden Angel choir at the prow. Ellis and Coniff sails catching the wind as Johnny’s strings pull and commandeer  this ship through an odyssey eternal.

For me the fascination would lie dormant with that tree, until chapter two came upon the Spring of 1994. Many walks past the record stack and those two legendary covers. Johnny’s bust against gold leaf, or arms spread out on a gate against the skyline and him decked in monochromatic white polo and khakis in the cumulus strata. This cool bright of April I pulled a low-fi  version of his Greatest Hits. Face to face, left to right, radio to hi-fi speaker, record to cassette, years before the technology improved by way of a direct patch. Bicycling through the campsite and the Duraflame, more rustic waft the levels and pops diminished in the transfer but not the effect. A second season fourth month match and usurp at work, December no longer the only place his voice belonged.

 With the belief memory hasn’t failed to produce anything prior and between (perhaps there was another minor exploration in 2000) phase three of Mathis arrives in’05 mid to late February. During a weekend of song structure experimentation, tiny scenes of cinema and sleep deprivation my friend  in the gold glint of the blue and white banks visited a record store. A bargain bin Greatest Hits cassette went back in to heavy spin. One evening my father, Sinatra incarnate, gave When Sunny Gets Blue an Ol’ Blue Eyes render at Marshfield karaoke venue. Including the two djs we were among four performers  playing to a house of disinterested staff. I recall Johnny playing between the Smiths by day and blazing discovery of Donnie Hathaway by night.

Two thousand seven recently removed from the mild sultry of a friendship turned romance, with  O.C.D., erosion, etched hands, I turned to an encore performance on P.B.S. With March Madness in mid-tourney, hope muted but Spring and the darkness still in approach, I watched Johnny roll through his “Big Three”. But it was Wonderful, Wonderful that began its first notch in me.

On many a car ride, and  between the years of ten and twelve, many of Johnny’s numbers would  prominently stand  and feature on the lady’s and my own mix compilation, with artists of decades often more recent. Her father old enough to be the son of my father was a fan as well. Emerging from the album that produced by many accounts Mathis’ most towering and crowned accomplishment Misty, came the title track and a new argued favorite. Heavenly would catapult Johnny, as guesses go, and my life in to depths and altitudes my life had never by my own hands been prepared to be thrown. 

Then came the year to obliterate all contenders. Two thousand fifteen would have stood out in a sea of mini-Greek tragedies. Two months in to a romance that sprang in the last days of all months April, into a union blessed, passing in to May came Johnny again and the magnificence of the Bacharach penned Heavenly. It was one of two cassettes to feature this tune. Often I tried to inspire and lift the rising action from the piece into my own work. At a Dunkin Donuts on the north side of the Sagamore between drinking hours in went the cassette. While I was dealing out a double chute of pain in multiple directions I was  facing what might be the crush of reality on this affair to end all affairs. Johnny’s voice drawing out the tears I felt and imagined from eyes other than mine. Being drawn and halved his voice was the culmination of innocence in this blessed prophet of child, the warm and tender of a God-empress, best confidant, wife, friend and mother, and a soul-muse  that drew from elements past into an amalgamation of passion incomparable. On the 12th of May my consumptions led to broken glass and a three week sentence of incarceration trying to pass for rehab. Johnny’s voice again played in the prison courtyard. The stroll on the Yarmouth Beach pitched to Wonderful, Wonderful. The Heavenly lift in the  soft sun-drenched cloud canopy of May and a water tower visible over the barbwire that beset on all sides this amorous connection. Her pledge in penned scripture and the constant play of that tape in my absence until “the Twelfth Of Never” don’t forget”.


So Johnny still haunts and chills in this aftermath through five of my seven stages, in the steps that rise toward the sky of ceiling every, morning, afternoon and night.  In one voice, the longing, comfort and the wonder.

Monday, December 14, 2015

AUTHOR INTERVIEW: Getting To Know Author A.J. Scott

We had the wonderful opportunity to interview a very talented and wise author by the name of A.J. Scott, who wrote the incredibly touching tale, "The Gift That Keeps on Givin."  We are impressed with your strength and your talent, Mr. Scott. Thank you so much!

DreamMiners Publishing: Tell us a little about yourself  and your background (education, family, etc).

A.J. Scott: Really, I believe my life is summed up in the author's bio. I'm from southern California. I went to North High School, but ended up graduating from Lincoln High School, and since then I've went on to earn multiple degrees from various communities colleges. I am also the second youngest of seven siblings. As for work, I'm the supervising law clerk at FCI Victorville, and I'm a very accomplished paralegal. In my spare time, I volunteer as a suicide companion for those who suffer from the pressures of life and the trials of incarceration.

DreamMiners Publishing: What kind of writing do you do? 

A.J. Scott: I love all kinds of writing, from poetry to short stories and novels. I've even started a screen play, but I have a ways to go with that project. I've ghost written for a couple of associates which short stories were featured in an anthology published by the California Writer's Club. You can check out one of my pieces that is featured on the back cover of "Desert Gold."

DreamMiners Publishing: When did writing become something you wanted to throw yourself into? 

A.J. Scott: About ten years ago I got up the nerve to start putting my thoughts on paper in novel and short story form. But poetry (or what I called poetry, LOL) has been with me since I was in high school.

DreamMiners Publishing: When did you feel confident enough in your writing to unveil it to the public?  

A.J. Scott: Well, "confident"...I don't think that's the right word. I still get butterflies when people read my material. It's like holding your breath until you get the thumbs up.

DreamMiners Publishing: What inspired you to write "The Gift That Keeps On Givin"? 

A.J. Scott: I was reared in a two bedroom house with seven siblings. My father died from a self inflicted bullet wound when I was in the kindergarten, and my mother was left to rear seven children. I thought being poor was unique to my family until I became older and traveled the United States. At that time, I realized that the social issues that I endured as a child plagued every poor or lower class community. These issues are not unique, but are issues that needs addressing. The Gift That Keeps on Givin' is my way of trying to shed some light not only on how many people live in poverty physically, but mentally, intellectually, and emotionally as well.

DreamMiners Publishing: Give us an insight into your main character, Mr. Green. What does he do that is special?

A.J. Scott: Growing up, there was a preacher/school teacher in our community who always walked throughout our neighborhood praying when he wasn't at work. A lot of times he intervened when trouble arose, or the police showed up. He didn't owe anyone anything. He had a family, but he still cared enough to get out of bed in the middle of the night and walk around the block to make sure everything was peaceful. What he did that was special (because you don't see it everyday) is he cared about humanity regardless of our physical condition. He cared about people just like Mr. Green.

DreamMiners Publishing: Your book touches upon many social issues that are prevalent today, including poverty.  Do you see a connection between religion and poverty? 

A.J. Scott: What happens if you drain all the nutrients from the land and not replenish the earth? I believe that we are all caretakers of our communities. And those who have established businesses or institutions in the community should be held to a higher standard of accountability. So to answer your question, religion and poverty has always had a connection. If you look across the nation, the most deprived countries and people in the world are the ones who are the most religious. And in the same breath, the most prosperous people or countries are less religious. Why is that? I believe history tells us that religion and poverty has always run hand and hand because at our lowest state, we tend to cling onto hope. (WIN-Gallup International 2012, Religion and Atheism).

   I also believe that economical institution are fundamental to all societies because usually they are the source of social change. Religion and other institutions are shaped by economic and political institutions; they are something like a superstructure that simply reflects the values of those institutions - market firms, the government, and so on. So if the function of religion is to instill in the masses the values that are conducive of the dominate class, shouldn't religious leaders always be involved in the communities health, stability, and well being?

DreamMiners Publishing: What was the hardest thing about writing your latest book? 

A.J. Scott: Research. Due to the limitations on my life, I find it very difficult to gather statistics background and information when writing.

DreamMiners Publishing: Do you draw from personal experience while writing? 

A.J. Scott: Yes, all the time.

DreamMiners Publishing: Who are some of your literary and poetic influences? 

A.J. Scott: I'm more of a nonfiction reader. So I enjoy autobiographies. But the last book I've read was called "Just Mercy," by Bryan Stevenson. Exceptional book. As for poetry...Maya Angelou is one of my favorites.

DreamMiners Publishing: Do you have any current works in progress or ready for publication? 

A.J. Scott: Yes I do. I have five manuscripts that are complete, and I am presently working on two more. I also have a book of poetry I am formulating that my daughter and I wrote together. She's an excellent poet as well.

DreamMiners Publishing: What advice would you give aspiring writers and authors? 

A.J. Scott: Regardless of time restraints, environmental conditions, or the personal pressures that comes with life, always make time for your craft. Writing may be the only freedom you will ever experience.

DreamMiners Publishing: Is "The Gift" a symbolic work of literature?  Do you see Mr. Green and Pastor Warrick as representative  of the difference between religion and spirituality? 

A.J. Scott: Symbolic...I would rather say "The Gift" is a harsh reality that's experienced by millions of people in economically deprived communities. Poverty, homelessness, the mentally disabled or disadvantaged, brokenness, drug and alcohol addiction, mass incarceration, joblessness, under-education, abuse, and being reared in a single parent home are just the untold stories of millions of people. They are social issues that surpass color lines, ethnicity, and touches the heart of humanity.

 I believe religion is something that is taught. Spirituality is what we are born with: a spirit. So if "love" is the first fruit of the spirit, it is not taught. They don't teach us about love in school, on street corners, or in daily relationships because it is an emotion that's unexplained. It'll make you do things that a normal person wouldn't normally do. And we, as humans, sometimes identify with things like emotions or body language when it's visual or spoken. Pastor Warrick is not different. Mr. Green's character is who Pastor Warrick will immaculate as he matures through life and service.

DreamMiners Publishing: In your book, you discuss the Fair Sentencing Act, which reduces the disparity between the amount of crack cocaine and power cocaine needed to trigger certain criminal penalties.  Can you discuss how this act is relevant to the story, and perhaps in your own life?   

A.J. Scott: In the "80's" when the crack epidemic spread throughout African-American and lower class communities, hundreds of thousands of men were incarcerated with draconian sentences. In 1988, a now friend of mine by the name of Richard Winrow was sentenced to life imprisonment without the possibility of parole for a nonviolent drug offense. An offense in which the drug amounts were less than the contents of a 100 Sweet & Low packets. Twenty seven years later, he is still incarcerated. Anthony Kizzee, Peter Burkins, Ralph Thompson, Michael Raven, and hundreds of other individuals, who could not afford a paid attorney, and that was considered indigent by the court, received life sentences behind small amounts of crack cocaine. But, because President Obama pushed for and signed into law the Fair Sentencing Act (FSA), which reduces the penalty and drug ratio for crack to powder cocaine offense from 100:1 to 18:1, I've been able to advocate for some of these individuals to receive sentence reductions. But some (over 8,000 individuals who have mandatory minimum sentences) still haven't received the benefit of the FSA which Congress and the U.S. Sentencing Commission declared the old law before the FSA racially bias and unconstitutionally enacted.


Mr. Green lost his son to an unmerciful system that has had its lingering affects in impoverished communities for 30 years. So to acknowledge an act of compassion, The Fair Sentencing Act was more than appropriate in this story, because I believe it healed some of our social issues by giving incarcerated fathers and mothers another chance to repair their broken families. It also sheds light on my situation as well. When Congress make their final vote on the "Sentencing Reform and Corrections Act (S.2123)," (which should be within the next few months), it will not only make the FSA retroactive to people with mandatory minimum sentences, but it cracks the door for my release from imprisonment as well.

Thanks for this opportunity.



Click here to order your copy of A.J. Scott's first novel, "The Gift That Keeps On Givin'" today!


Sunday, November 22, 2015

NEW RELEASE: The Gift That Keeps on Givin' by A.J. Scott


The Gift That Keeps on Givin'
by A.J. Scott
$9.98

DreamMiners Publishing is proud to present "The Gift That Keeps on Givin'" by A.J. Scott.

This heartwarming book tells the story of one prophet and one preacher who are on one mission: to save a disenchanted community from the trappings of poverty and loss. 

A heartwarming tale of how one man can reunite a community broken down by poverty and substance abuse. The adage, "It's better to give than receive," is Mr. Green's credo, and in the process he demonstrates that God's love lives beyond the Church walls.

This story reminds us how a simple gesture can change a person's day, and perhaps even change the course of their lives. Through faith and selflessness, Mr. Green shows us the power of love and the difference it can make to so many people.

NOW AVAILABLE ON CREATESPACE AND AMAZON

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Monday, October 19, 2015

FEATURED WRITER OF THE WEEK: KARLA FLETCHER

It's

It's the smile on my face when I see you 
After being apart 
It's the way I laugh when you're around
How sad I get when you are gone
When all my tears fall to the ground 
It's the way my heart skips a beat 
It's how I feel every song within my feet 
It's like a first dance or a first kiss 
Everything is fast, everything is bliss 
Love is not for the sensitive or the weak 
It takes time 
More than just 1 week 
It's the way my eyes light up 
Every day 
It's peaceful like the first snowfall 
On a chilly winter day 
But like the seasons we change too 
fall becomes winter into spring 
Our love too shall blossom 
Like rose petals open to the sun 
Many adventures soon to come 
Many memories we shall make 
Many pictures we will take 
It's not easy 
Most of the time it's hard 
But it's all worthwhile 
It's the way you look at me 
At the end of the night 
It's the way you ask 
For a kiss goodnight 
It's all a compromise
It's give and take 
It's how we work together 
Even when we need a break 
Sometimes we argue, sometimes we fight 
But never go to bed angry at the end of the night 
Love is not easy, it's not for the weak 
Love is work love is time 
Love is having you 
Love is the way I feel about you 
Its the way we kiss it's the way we smile 
It's the way we plan 
It's what we are it's what we do 
Love is me 
Love is you


Karla Fletcher is a 24 year old poet who has been writing poetry since she was very young. She is currently writing on a children's book, as well as publishing a collection of her own poetry. 

FEATURED WRITER OF THE WEEK: STEVE KLEPETAR

Teasing Out the Strands


Last night she walked in the moonlight until
exhaustion drove her back to bed. Her brother
climbed a mountain in her mind, always bent
upward toward the damp, hanging mist, silent,
inexorable as a shadow with no face. Maybe
his legs burned, but he never spoke, just toiled
up the path of that rocky slope. Somewhere
an ocean roared to an audience of sand and stars.

She drank the wind, made it last and tease her
thirst. She wrote to him, an essay in letter form,
teasing out the strands of their commingled blood,
held a mirror to his stony back, which cracked
and sent the usual shiver through her aching arms.
Each jagged shard she dropped into a black crevasse.



Sky Burned Above Her

and she swam
through milky flame and her tongue burned

hopeful and free, gliding the tree line, eying
crossroads and nests.  Dust and devils of wind

and emptiness stretched across red sand. 
She hugged her name to her chest

that vivid spell on her lips, wide mouth a river
meandering across the meadow of her face –

tree above her a last pale word, a web of shade
and a language of cloth and tongues

a gift found with a blind hand, house with a chimney
and bell, musical shrub  rope braided with golden sparks

tossed into the careless sky, a falling woman tumbling
like rain down into the mirrors of my own drowned bed.



What Do You Mean?

What do you mean when you say that time
does not exist, that light from dead stars
reaches our eyes as harbingers of laughter
and sparkling bubbles of wine? 

Yesterday at the gym, you climbed the wall
slowly, gripping red and purple stones,
humming an old lullaby to quiet your
thrumming nerves. All the pretty little horses

and then you are two, with a yellow blanket
shoved in your mouth. Tomorrow you may
hit a home-run into the tennis courts, startling
the players or you may fall from an oak,

break your wrist. The sea lies speechless on
summer nights, waves have been rolling,
crashing on sand forever, as the sun, bloated 
and wild, consumes your madly spinning earth.




Steve Klepetar’s work has received several nominations for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net, including three in 2014.  Three collections appeared in 2013: Speaking to the Field Mice (Sweatshoppe Publications), Blue Season (with Joseph Lisowski, mgv2>publishing), and My Son Writes a Report on the Warsaw Ghetto (Flutter Press).  An e-chapbook, Return of the Bride of Frankenstein, came out in 2014 as part of the Barometric Pressures series of e-chapbooks by Kind of a Hurricane Press.

FEATURED WRITER OF THE WEEK: CASSANDRA DALLETT

Big Black Buck

Eating noodle soup under the TV
a black man’s murder looping and looping through the meal
I am not brainwashed enough
not immune to this inoculation
every murder a loss no matter how they point to criminality.

We walk the lake under confusing sky
sunshine glaring between dark clouds
blowing by surprisingly fast rain then shine
then shining in rain I yell, “where is the rainbow”
two sisters on a bench smile all dazzling teeth and natural hair
cubes of buildings hug the choppy lake
and blush flowers hug the Masonic buildings.

The wind has pushed pools of green sludge to the sides
and I wonder at the spectacle, the piles of black bodies
we witness, and witness, stew into a frenzy but cannot stop
Broadcasting photos of Kenyan students face down bullet ridden
like the boy on the news will not bring them back or honor life
it will not help the mainstream to see this is deliberate.

This barrage of bodies, the reading of autopsies, the dissection of black flesh
are they always surprised at the pink humanity revealed
we all bleed the same but we don’t die the same
heaping holocaust piles of black bodies inhabit the news
if they are reported at all
those students barely made the evening rundown
the news channels too busy repeating themselves
about fallen planes full of white folks
burning up the Swiss alps.

Broke on Valentines

There was Dre
but we broke up every week
me shrieking and smashing glass
silently crushing me

There was Anthony
who stomped me into the Emergency room
because I didn’t tell him
I was throwing a gum wrapper out the window
for his passenger
at least that was the only reason I ever heard
before his voice turned into monster
and he chased me down
his full weight pushing my face into the ground
still I cried when February 14th rolled around
him in jail and me alone  
too bruised up to date

Dre resurfaced only to rip me off
in some phony check scam
he needed studio time for his budding rap career

After that would come Vano
he was in Prison every Valentines day and all the holidays
and I was in furlough on gun charges by the end
of me and him I fled the state

Back East Valentines day my lovers spent with real girlfriends
Steve Lee was the first one I called my own
mostly I was drunk-tripping filling his mouth with words
my paranoid mind could pick a fight with
him just young wanting to drink with his friends
but I would not be seconded by Crazy Horse and them
so I left him for Johnny Walker

John was older a more vetted alcoholic than Steve
we flirted before Christmas and fucked by New Years Eve
snuck around till I couldn’t keep the secret
moved him in
in a mess of fist fights and knives thrown
cops called and my head split open by the cordless phone

Bleeding for it I fought John constantly
and unlike Steve he didn’t hesitate to hit back
my forehead opened on the damned door jamb
I threw the iron and hammered out his windshield
while he tried to run me over
and we were done    before Valentines

Again I ate my heart out
a paper box red and empty
I cried into forty ounces of beer

I didn’t have another man till JB
back in Cali knocked up round and horny
he slid though late nights off the block and hopped up
speed balls snorted off my dinner plates
his slim frame chocolate lean
needle pin eyes gravel throat drawl
they call that heron dick
and we could fuck all night long

He got back out of jail when my son just made one
and paroled straight over to my place
after all the money was spent and job lost
the hustle ground us down
my jealousy about losing him back to the streets
he was gone by MLK Day
my head reopened with the same ass phone
he took the car and all the shit he’d given
left me      stripped down and starving
the sky relentless   like my tears    in the year of El Nino
Valentine’s Day rained down
found me broke and alone
walking home soaked to the bone.




Cassandra Dallett lives in Oakland, CA. Cassandra is a Pushcart nominee and reads often around the San Francisco Bay Area. She was the winner of the March 2015 Literary Death Match. In addition to six chapbooks, she has published online and in many print magazines and anthologies such as Slip Stream, Sparkle and Blink, The Bicycle Review, Chiron Review, This Is Poetry: Women of The Small Press. A full-length book of poetry, Wet Reckless was released to good reviews, from Manic D Press May of 2014. A new book Bad Sandy will be released on Dangerous Hair Press in spring of 2015.

Tuesday, October 13, 2015

FEATURED WRITER: REGINA VITOLO

ENDED AS ASHES

I heard the gunshot, felt the bullet enter his brain,
remembered how he raced the humid winds along
Montgomery Street, the soft stutter of his carefully
chosen words, the echo of my mother’s opinions,
his emotionless green eyes, his perfect roman nose
I envied, his sensuous lips, golden hair, smooth skin,
the silence of his judgment, the empty apartment
with photographs of horses, the Dresden figurines
our mother collected, the heart medications on
his end table, the telephone that rarely rang,
the male lover whose murmurs my brother would
never hear again, the collapse of his body, my
ungainly brother who hid his pain, barely occupied
space on this earth, left no footprint of his life,


ended as ashes, mailed to me by a Florida coroner. 


GRAY UPON GREY

written while listening to Gustav Mahler’s
Symphony #1
  
a scraggly column of stick figures,
shoes too large, striped uniforms
gray upon grey, marching through
mud and muck

truculent winds beating against backs
bent forward, hope as dismal as the dirt
footprints swerving, breathing stench
the slaughterhouse

waiting, a phantom building, steel mixed
with concrete, windowless, a writhing
coffin to confine these creatures, once
men, less so now

living a permanent toothache, the agony
unaccompanied by ecstasy, relief denied,
cavities prodded and pried open, privacy
throttled by malice

the stars blink, the moon bleeds, a meteorite
flashes, ashes rise to clog nostrils impervious
to odor, while death licks lips and dries tear
ducts, cataracts film eyes

roadside camp fires fail to charm, crouching
figures transform into fierce wolves, fangs
bared, gnashing hungrily at putrid air, a cello
haunts the night,

the darkest of hours shrouding mankind.



Regina Vitolo was born in Brooklyn near the Bond Bread Factory and Ebbets Field. One YA novel published in 1984, mostly poetry published since. She has evolved, even though the world has not.